My cousins cooking dinner. All I know is that it involves figs, cheese, kiche, chocolate pudding liquidy stuff, and there's some chopped avocado on the side. AVOCADOS ARE AMAZING. They grow them around here. There's another thing I should have eaten more of.
Overnight train/bus to Oakland tomorrow. We arrive just before 6am. No idea how to get to Grandma and Grandpas from there. And, once we're there, we have to be quiet and grateful for month old re-heated mush. At least their house is beautiful. And there's a piano.
I did cartwheels on the beach today. Because I keep being scared that some things are in my imagination and when they're said in real life they make me want to spin around except spinning around in the sand is painful and so then I did cartwheels. Only, I can't really do cartwheels so I ended up falling over and then the water rushed over me.
Whale in the room.
First day without smoking since 3 weeks ago. Yay.
Disappointed in myself over my exams but they seem so long ago that it no longer matters. I got the overall grades I need, and if I didn't get a pretty star next to my A in english it just proves I should be proud not to be my brother. B in Religious Studies is hilarious, I still don't fully understand why I took it. Having a minor identity crisis over the fact that I keep doing better in biology than in english. And I haven't written as much as I thought I would, this summer. And every time I think of university I make an odd moaning noise. This is because it was SUPPOSED to happen IN THE FUTURE. How did that get so near?
About Me
- Florence
- I tend to fall in love with ideas. And also get really excited about music and be like WOW YUM and then realise that that is an utterly and hopelessly inappropriate reaction. Some people can fragment my mind and others affirm my notion of living on a different plain from others. And from my body too. Then they ask me if I mean out of body experiences and I realise I have just said everything I thought out loud. I give a guffaw and explain how I’m actually thinking about falling off horses called Lemon whilst panicking over the concept of coexisting with a creature which is so much bigger than me but which I cannot understand, and they do these shifty eyes and bat their mascara laden lashes and run screaming. Unless (love me!) they are those rare amazing easter egg type people who instead do some sort of strange abrupt motion and insist they know exactly what I mean. At which point I begin to presume that everyone is in fact a perception and it’s just the way they impact upon me that I notice. Have you ever looked at something and realised that it looks 2D? I think I need to get glasses.
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