heard geese fly over at about 3am

I never knew geese flew around during the night.

'the dense, brilliant mass of blue night... I covered my face so I couldn't see the excessive, incomprehensible beauty of the night'

You cannot walk with the holy if you’re only after peace of mind.

Just found my 'personal child health record'. In the year of my birth, September was when I got my BCG, I was somewhere between August's measurements of 17lb, 8oz, (with lots of question marks), and October's, which are 8.50kg and a length of 71.5cm. I was just climbing above the 50th percentile for weight, I think.

Don't believe I'm 18.

My mom's accidently locked the radio, on full volume, in the cupboard I just painted. The paint won't dry for another 16 hours, so we have strange voices in the house until then.

Music for today. The Beatles - I'm looking through you. I was humming it whilst I painted the surgically white cupboards. It's the colour my mother thinks she wants.

If you were a fly trapped in paint, would you suffer?

It asked how many cigarettes I smoke per day. It asked how many units I drink each week. I lied for both of them.

It asked if I'd ever had a serious operation and I wanted to put about when I had cancer and them chopping a chunk out of my arm, but that doesn't count as serious, because it was benign. In fact, it wouldn't count as serious anyway, operation-wise.