anyone's responsible for my emotions, in fact, if you think you know what I'm upset about, and you're not Maya, then you're wrong. I'm not upset about anything that happened in the last few days. It's totally unrelated, although those things didn't help. In fact, I'd say my main issue here is that I can't seem to get anything done, and I never cope well with being at home for too long (just over a week not including the fact I went away for two of those nights and Alice came over on one of them this is shocking how is that too long). I kind of also am stressing over the fact that there is a neighbour who is my age who I haven't met yet and I can't decide whether I should 'just go over and make friends'.
I'll just stand here with my back against the wall.
About Me
- Florence
- I tend to fall in love with ideas. And also get really excited about music and be like WOW YUM and then realise that that is an utterly and hopelessly inappropriate reaction. Some people can fragment my mind and others affirm my notion of living on a different plain from others. And from my body too. Then they ask me if I mean out of body experiences and I realise I have just said everything I thought out loud. I give a guffaw and explain how I’m actually thinking about falling off horses called Lemon whilst panicking over the concept of coexisting with a creature which is so much bigger than me but which I cannot understand, and they do these shifty eyes and bat their mascara laden lashes and run screaming. Unless (love me!) they are those rare amazing easter egg type people who instead do some sort of strange abrupt motion and insist they know exactly what I mean. At which point I begin to presume that everyone is in fact a perception and it’s just the way they impact upon me that I notice. Have you ever looked at something and realised that it looks 2D? I think I need to get glasses.
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