There's pictures of me practically kissing girls all over facebook right now. This comes at the very moment I decide that, although I take each person as an individual and try to ignore my preconceptions about how I should behave towards them, I do indeed tend to prefer guys to girls, sexually and romantically.

I probably ought to start paying attention to my course rather than my social and spiritual and romantic life.

I sent the bitchyest text ever yesterday. It made me feel happy at the time and now I feel awful. He'd been texting me about whether I 'wanted his virginity' and whether I'd basically go over and screw him. Firstly, I'm too lazy to walk all the way over there simply to tell him to go fuck himself. Secondly, I'm not some sort of call girl, waiting on his word to tell me when he wants me. Thirdly, so untactful to just put it out there like that!

'O dear. You know i never believed your virginity crap and even if i did its getting a bit wierd! Especially as alice seemed so keen to get me into your bed too... If you wanted to fuck me that badly you could have offered a date or something vaguely interesting rather than your inebriated txts... Remember that next time youtry to get anyone other than a complete slut to screw you :) see you around XXXX'

Obviously I'm refering to not Alice Smith. Who is lovely.

I'm a bad person.

When I knock over the plastic cups at dinner I leave them for the people who work there to clean up. How awful can I be :( :( :(